Friday, June 5, 2009

Good Morning Darlings!



Last night I dreamed I had to go to a big group eating disorders therapy session. And the waiting room was crammed with people, so many of whom I recognised. We all had to go in together, squeezed into a tiny room with the counsellor. And I knew the answers to all this strange bulimia trivia he kept asking. I also dreamed about grocery shopping. Seems my subconscious is pretty on par with my consciousness. Shame, neither are very interesting.

Yesterday was my third good day in a row
This beast really does have a cyclical nature
But god I love the upstrokes!

Yesterday was amazing. I did things. THINGS. Not much, not very exciting. But my body actually moved from its regular comatose prone position on the couch and accomplished a few minor tasks.

And imbibed 435 calories. None too shabby.
23 points.

I need to go weigh myself now. Reckon I'll be up on yesterday... I suspect yesterday was a fluke. Back in a sec...





ORRRIGHT!!! 52.1 kg! 114.6 lbs!
NEW ALL TIME LOW
and this time I AM excited
even skipped back into my room

Oh glorious day! Maybe this will inspire me to do THINGS again

11 comments:

  1. WOO HOO! so excited for you - and jealous ;)

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  2. oh my god! You are doing so much better than me lol!! Gratz on the low weight. Ah, this is going to be my motivation :) You're my thinspo!!

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  3. i am so envious!
    WELL DONE YOU
    :) keep up the good work
    hope to be joining you on the positive soon
    xo

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  4. Congratulations! Stay strong!

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  5. Oh man. You broke 115?? Lucky girl.

    Keep it up!

    -Celia

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  6. you are such an inspiration.
    you are losing so quickly, and my
    body is just giving me a big fuck you
    right now cuz it keeps flucuating
    up and down 5 lbs for a whole month.

    keep it up.
    you`re doing amazing!

    xxx

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  7. YAYYYYY.
    I'm gonna be double happy when I get to 52 again.
    Inspiration to the maxxxx.


    Good job =)

    xx

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  8. 52.1kg
    W.O.W!

    so, so happy for you!
    I love happy days, I'm smiling now too!

    love you lots xxx

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  9. So so so excited for you!
    thats made me smile,
    good luck :-) x

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  10. Whaaaaaaawho - good for you . the weight seems to be dropping off you . well done. i wish something dramtic would happen to me. i dont seem to be getting anywhere - however reading posts like yours gives me total determination to try try try try harder ....

    Muuuch love Xx

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  11. thats so great!!!! you are kicking ass right now. its good to do things. im the same way. i dont do much things but i feel good when i do.

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