Tuesday, October 27, 2009

finally, beloved bedtime

I did it!
I CAN do it!

I held out and held out and by 7pm I reached a sort of tipping point. Where the space of time I needed to fill until I could go to sleep was small enough that I was confident I could get through it without eating. And once that confidence hit me, it was easy.

So now here I am, sitting in my bed, ready to lay back and shut my eyes and forget about the hunger growling away in my belly. A day without vomiting, a long time coming. And worth the effort.


  1. i've barely been able to read your posts for fear of leaving an incriminating history while i'm away... it makes me incredibly happy to finally log in and see you are doing well.

    high fives all round.xx

  2. hurrah, Pasco!! yesterday i had entirely the opposite day (candy, ice cream, too much free time, throwing up) but you are giving me hope! don't lose the momentum now you've got it :D

    xxx x

  3. well done you! i knew you could do it, you just need to believe in yourself a little more!
    im so proud of you =]

  4. Well done Pasco!
    A shiny little victory you can put in your pocket and have a look at how it shines when you need it.

    Much love,

  5. We all knew you could do it Pasco! Bravo!

    Much Love


  6. You did it, well done lovely!