Saturday, August 15, 2009

still in the sticks

But I finally have some regular internet and I'll be home next week.

Did you miss me?

Sorry if I had you worried, I don't think I could ever leave you for good. It wasn't an ending, just an aberration. A few new patterns unfolding, none of them all that good for me. Although I do feel... rattled. In a positive way. An entirely new environment devoid of comfort. Lots of work, lots of pressure, lots of pain. I think I'm strengthening. No time to dwell on my personal hell... although ample time to binge and throw up apparently. Well, that is to say I made the time. Priorities hmm? Sad.

Still, I certainly missed you all and I look forward to making my absence up to you!



  1. I'm glad you're back but it sounds like you are having a really terrible time.. I really hope things start going better soon


  2. Come back, come back, I want to read more, you're an inspiration!

  3. I'm so glad you're back. Please don't leave again. I love you're blog!

  4. god don't go again!!!!! I really respect your opinions!!

  5. Yeah, I choose to not dwell on the daily things that are hell, because well, it just makes those things that much more unbearable. Miss you! <3