Sunday, July 19, 2009

Very Good Morning!


Yes, my lovelies, a fantabulous good morning to all of you! Guess what?

50.8kg
That's... less than 112 lbs...!
New lowest weight of all time. And SMACK BANG completely out of the blue!

Wow... I don't think I've weighed so low since I was about 10 years old. Quite amazing really. I could seriously realistically get into the 40s. When I started this blog my goal weight of 49kg was really just an unattainable arbitrary figure representing what I thought would be really really reeeeally thin. I didn't think I had a chance in hell of getting there. So I guess that should mean I'm almost really really reeeally thin, right? Mmm, still don't see it.

Anyway I doubt it's here to stay. Yesterday was very purgey, and a did have a little drinky before bed (just one). I imagine I'm dehydrated. My head hurts as if I am. I'll still take it, but once I get my fluids up I may never see a number that low again. Today is going to be a big eating day, with too many people around to have any effective chance at purging. So I'll most likely be fatter tomorrow.

Right now though, who cares? I am so hungry and empty and I'm lighter and it's nice


*smiles*

9 comments:

  1. So, how long did it take you?

    And congrats! Being that thin is awesome! Even if it is for only today (but I bet you will be just fine)

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  2. Hooray :D well done! :)
    How very excellent.
    I think I shall fast again tomorrow. Hm.
    How amazing you are the thin tehe :):)

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  3. its not fair. The whole time we've both been struggling to get the purging under wraps you've been losing and i've been gaining. I think you are eating much less outside of your 'episodes'.

    and i know what you mean about the nice calm of a good puke. Sometimes, I wish there were restaurants which had vomitariums in the back where it was socially acceptable to purge dinner so you could have pudding. The Romans did it!

    (and you should defs be awake for this one because i still havent gone to bed!!)
    xx

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  4. I really want to see pictures of this fabulously thin body of yours. A strange, probably creepy desire of mine I suppose

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  5. Grats!! Thats awesome, so happy for you =)

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  6. I'm proud of you! And I agree with SkinnyBitch, so if she's creepy, we both are XD!

    Just keep strong and you'll see that number more than once. And you'll see 49, too!
    I hope I get to that point some day!
    ♥ ♥ ♥ I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!

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  7. You're no longer bored, I spy.

    Don't be a Doctor.

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  8. Yeah, take it for what it is! :D
    That's awesome! It's like I'm seeing a world record or something happening! <3

    I'm proud of you.
    Very inspiring.

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