Thursday, July 16, 2009

whitewash



So I didn't eat that cookie yesterday and I woke up this morning proud and starving. But I basically wrote it off by eating it just then instead. After 3 days in a row of 500 calories a day, I've had 800 today so far and all I want to do it eat a real, big, proper dinner.

Funnily enough I don't feel so terrible about it. So today will be a bit of a wash. That's OK. I can have a real dinner if I want... It's been a long time. I will keep it down. I won't binge. I will have a good day tomorrow, then weigh myself on Saturday morning for the first time in a week. With any luck I'll have knocked off that extra couple of kilos I put on recently.


What is this strange magic?
I FEEL OK! ACTUALLY OK!
Yay positivity!
x

11 comments:

  1. amazing. i'm so impressed. and you're right, you can have dinner.
    I'm so happy for you for feeling ok etc etc. that must be so nice. xx

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  2. Parfois, manger est pas mal, parfois.
    Je voudrai d'apprendre le français aussi parce que, j'ai oublié presque tout.

    Or something like that.
    As I tried to say, eating is fine, sometimes.

    I guess as long as you don't binge, you can recover the next day.

    A.F

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  3. well done you. i got halfway there! i did leave the kitchen...

    next time i'll remember how well you did in stopping halfway through and you shall be my motivation. xx

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  4. Hoorah. We shall have an excellent fast, I'm going well so far, but I'm going for coffee with my mother in a bit.. Hm maybe I'll get a magical stomach ache and just have water :)
    Do you do adding on msn, or do you like to keep these things seperate? :)
    I'll give you my address if you'd like to add me.

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  6. Good going, eating a nice dinner is fine and even will help your metabolism. Goodluck!

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  7. Hey! I'm glad your feeling positive.
    hope the mood lasts!

    Yasmine. xx

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  8. I like that 2nd pic, that dress! those stripes! The hat!

    So cool.

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