today i didnt vomit.
im hiccupping violently amd involuntarily
and there are tears streaming down my face
and i HATE MYSELF SO MUCH AND NOBODY COULD POSSIBLY LOVE ME
AND ALL THAT JAZZ

and i really feel so sick and so horrible

but today i did not vomit
and in 24 hours i did not vomit
and to you this may mean nothing

but to me
today
it means everything

because today I DID NOT VOMIT