Tuesday, July 27, 2010
1
Did not throw up
Ate like the person I want to be
Defied temptation
Instead of binging and purging after work, tonight I moved a fridge, tidied my lounge room, went for a drive, prepared my lunch for tomorrow, washed my face and am going to bed early. I'm evening soaking my little portion of oats and chia and quinoa ready for breakfast in the morning.
It is so easy to forget the main reason why I need to beat bulimia.
It is not because it is making me fat
It is not because it is rotting my teeth
It is not because it crushes my self esteem
It is not because it makes me feel weak and sad
It is because it deprives me of all of the rest of my life. Just one day without it has shown me how much more I can accomplish.
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oh dearest you are AMAZING, and that is the best reason of all to beat it
ReplyDeletego GO GO GO GO GO!!
xx x
you are wonderful. truely.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad for you, darling! we'r almost the same in it's matter. I am also fighting to beat this demon.(
ReplyDeletekeep strong
amazing isn't it?
ReplyDeletejust as amazing as you
congrats on 1 - here's to many more xo
AHHH THIS IS AWESOME POSSUM!
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy for you.
You are saving your life.
And you should be proud of that every day.
xoxo
vanilla finnegan
*Applauds* YAY! Baby steps, baby steps. It's wonderful to see someone not giving into mia =)
ReplyDeleteYes, you are doing great, no matter how many days you can finish in a row, it´s a start, and you can do it.
ReplyDeleteTake good care
Baby steps, one step at a time.
ReplyDeleteYou CAN do this.
*hugs*