Last night I dreamed I had to go to a big group eating disorders therapy session. And the waiting room was crammed with people, so many of whom I recognised. We all had to go in together, squeezed into a tiny room with the counsellor. And I knew the answers to all this strange bulimia trivia he kept asking. I also dreamed about grocery shopping. Seems my subconscious is pretty on par with my consciousness. Shame, neither are very interesting.
Yesterday was my third good day in a row
This beast really does have a cyclical nature
But god I love the upstrokes!
Yesterday was amazing. I did things. THINGS. Not much, not very exciting. But my body actually moved from its regular comatose prone position on the couch and accomplished a few minor tasks.
And imbibed 435 calories. None too shabby.
23 points.
I need to go weigh myself now. Reckon I'll be up on yesterday... I suspect yesterday was a fluke. Back in a sec...
ORRRIGHT!!! 52.1 kg! 114.6 lbs!
NEW ALL TIME LOW
and this time I AM excited
even skipped back into my room
Oh glorious day! Maybe this will inspire me to do THINGS again
WOO HOO! so excited for you - and jealous ;)
ReplyDeleteoh my god! You are doing so much better than me lol!! Gratz on the low weight. Ah, this is going to be my motivation :) You're my thinspo!!
ReplyDeletei am so envious!
ReplyDeleteWELL DONE YOU
:) keep up the good work
hope to be joining you on the positive soon
xo
Congratulations! Stay strong!
ReplyDeleteOh man. You broke 115?? Lucky girl.
ReplyDeleteKeep it up!
-Celia
you are such an inspiration.
ReplyDeleteyou are losing so quickly, and my
body is just giving me a big fuck you
right now cuz it keeps flucuating
up and down 5 lbs for a whole month.
keep it up.
you`re doing amazing!
xxx
YAYYYYY.
ReplyDeleteI'm gonna be double happy when I get to 52 again.
Inspiration to the maxxxx.
Good job =)
xx
52.1kg
ReplyDeleteW.O.W!
so, so happy for you!
I love happy days, I'm smiling now too!
love you lots xxx
So so so excited for you!
ReplyDeletethats made me smile,
good luck :-) x
Whaaaaaaawho - good for you . the weight seems to be dropping off you . well done. i wish something dramtic would happen to me. i dont seem to be getting anywhere - however reading posts like yours gives me total determination to try try try try harder ....
ReplyDeleteMuuuch love Xx
thats so great!!!! you are kicking ass right now. its good to do things. im the same way. i dont do much things but i feel good when i do.
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