Fat Forever

Recently I've lost about 10kg.

When the numbers go down on the scales it gives me such a rush. But then when I enter the world I am so disappointed. I feel as though I look the same, and everyone else has just got fatter. My size changes in proportion to everybody else but I don't actually become thin. Girls I used to look at with envy now just look kind of hefty and it's distressing. No matter how much weight I manage to lose I will never be thin, just less fat than all the other people.