tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1789846725494984778.post2271665361296806560..comments2023-07-27T21:28:59.195+08:00Comments on ethereal pasco rose: 2.30pm ABC day 3 going strongPascohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07378294844687030241noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1789846725494984778.post-29001323704306988082009-05-15T15:16:00.000+08:002009-05-15T15:16:00.000+08:00When I wasn't living with my dad I missed him so m...When I wasn't living with my dad I missed him so much it was sad. I wound up calling him at three in the morning in tears one time. Granted, it had been a super rough night (I worked as security at a hospital and saw my first person die) but yeah, all I wanted was to be around him then, but I lived across the country.<br /><br />I'm 22 and I have lived with him again since I was 20 (mostly for financial reasons, but yeah). I'm such a daddy's girl, though.<br /><br />It's best to avoid it for now. I'm trying to avoid going out with friends as much as possible for the time being.<br /><br />I was at a plateau, at least for a few days, because the scale at gym was still on 166 to 165, but since I didn't go for two days, I don't know when the plateau ended. I'm very OCD about some shit, like tracking plateau days, spotting patterns, and all of that. I can't stand when I've been doing something for a while and something happens and I can't spot the variable factor, or there's an unknown variable. So I don't know if as I lose, the length of my plateau's is getting longer, or if my scale is just hatesauce.<br />I'm so weird XDPrettyWreckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10570833366699365533noreply@blogger.com